Trying to explain what the problem is fucking with you making you want to escape.

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Pills do not help you escape, but only ME know what it feels. 2 weeks sober relapsed, 1 week relapsed, and that is how it goes.....

Now it is different, I am not lying to myself......I am sobering up not gonna lie I was crying. Fuck it, this a lesson I apologize to my body...

I do not regret anything, it happens.....

I am coming back...to reality.