Fell on my face again and again. I will make amends. I decided to finally go to rehab I think I earned myself that place. Something is not right and has not been for 11 years…I do not know myself at all at this point. I will tell you one thing I love life and do not want it to end soon.
I love the fact that I am awake writing this right now. I do not even know what I want to say, but it has been pretty tough to express myself lately. I know that change comes with time, but how long? that is what is most annoying.
I am always trying to figure out shit always I end up fucking up. Oh wel. You fall and get back up. I am not sad just disappointed. I’ll be good
Story of an addict in recovery....how to face reality...facing my problem. Fight the fight...ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Look up at the night sky, sometimes it makes me wonder why can’t it be night all the time?
I appreciate the judgments, comments, and questions.
I woke up not wanting to stop dreaming, but fucking nightmares have been hunting me.
Not going to lie I slipped and fell got back up.
Finally I can say shit is going okay I do not question it.
I am no designer, but if you are interested in one of these different styles. Let me know minimum order is 18. If you want to be part of this project LETS DO ITTTTT.
What is the first thought you have when you wake up? mine is... hey dude another day damn I am getting the hang of this..... feels pretty chill
This photo represents gambling your life...Do not gamble you life away! fold your hand before you are out of the tourney.
Recovery is like a truth or dare game either you are honest with the truth or you dare yourself to accept
Trying to explain what the problem is fucking with you making you want to escape.
Started my day jamming out to All Time Low (best band ever), and in grade school that chorus was my anthem! these words made my January 2nd, 2023... the best start of my day I have had in over ten years...WSL
Hi I just want to wish you happiness and joy I am sure 2023 is going to be a great year for everyone one reading this and also the ones who are not!
Tomorrow at 12 am it will be 2023
I know some of you are awake just throwing some words for all of those ME'S out there
You know I learned something in therapy last session remembering.....I understand accepting is a first step....We also have to accept reality, it like karma it sometimes can be a bitch. I rather remember and suffer whatever is that hurts me deeep deeeep inside and learn that that is how it is and accept that suffering is accepting.
Hope you all had a goodnight sleep, smile it is going to be a good day
